http://perfectadmin.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] perfectadmin.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] grid_lined_ooc2011-05-31 12:01 am
  • Add Memory
  • Share This Entry
Entry tags:

Emotional troubles.

 I know I've got tags to work on for you guys. But everyone I know who's supposed to be my friend keeps rubbing salt in open sores. He complains that I don't talk to him anymore or tell him what's wrong, and then when I, you know, try, he calls me an immature brat. 

So. I'll try to work on them, but I'm feeling a little wounded right now. 8( I'm sorry guys. 

would this classify as a slowatus? sorta?

Edit: I JUST WANTED TO SAY. I LOVE HOW AWESOME AND CHILL YOU GUYS ARE. I PICKED A GREAT PLACE TO COME AND RP. <3 <3 <3
Flat | Top-Level Comments Only
yorisearching: (Default)

[personal profile] yorisearching 2011-05-31 12:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't worry about it--I certainly don't want you to feel stressed about tags as well as all the usual real life stuff. Sometimes a writer just doesn't feel up to writing, and that's fine. (Happens to me, so I can hardly complain anyway.)

On the other hand, whenever you feel like thinking about roleplay instead of RL, we'll be here. :)

[identity profile] perfectadmin.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 03:25 pm (UTC)(link)
bhsbnsagdhbsahdsajdhskjahdskjahksjads ;^; Thank yewwww. (I wanna tell you. the last tag that you made with Clu gave me all the butterflies ever.)

Yeah. I started playing with Clu because I needed an outlet and I was feelin' pretty down and it made me feel better to have the outlet. But my boyfriend has known a lot of people who have lost or deluded themselves in it and I don't want to be like that. It's not an escape, it's an outlet and a hobby, and I want it to stay that way.
yorisearching: (Default)

[personal profile] yorisearching 2011-06-01 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so glad! It's really nice to be able to toss some of these thoughts around, and I'm still new enough at this kind of roleplay to worry about characterization and how things go over.

And of course, it's always important to put RL responsibilities first. (Though I hold that the occasional bout of harmless escapism is good for us creative types. When we've already done everything that can be done and the brain won't shut up, for instance.)

[identity profile] xaccessdenied.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 04:48 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* Aww. Friends can be such a bummer sometimes. D: Take all the time you need, man. We'll all be here when you are feeling better.

[identity profile] perfectadmin.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 04:50 pm (UTC)(link)
*huggu* ;3; I'm feelin' a little better now (obviously I've been working on tags, oho), but yeah. Real life. Got a lot on my plate. I'm only 18(19 very soon but) and people expect me to live my life like I'm ten years older than I really am. I kinda want to Kevin Flynn at them and be like "Chill, man. Chilllllll."

[identity profile] xaccessdenied.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 04:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh man, tell me about it. I'm 23 and some of the people in my life seem to think that because I am 23 that I should know everything there is to know about life. Apparently they have forgotten what it is like to BE 23. When it comes right down to it, you don't know squat. :| There is a reason that the age is called "young adult", for serious.

[identity profile] perfectadmin.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah man. Yeah... /kflynn everywhere bro.
I've got till the end of the summer to get everything situated, so it's not so bad, but it still feels like people feel the need to put too much weight on my shoulders right now.

[identity profile] xaccessdenied.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Totally. I'm trying to find work in this hellish economy we have right now, and I keep getting flack because I can't find work. People act like I am happy not to have a job and enjoy pulling my hair out trying to figure out how to pay for everything. Gah. Adults. Can't live with 'em, still have to grow up to be them.

[identity profile] perfectadmin.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Let's build a laser and go to the Grid~. We're users so we can be somebody.

[identity profile] xaccessdenied.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm down with that idea. Let's go make us a digital harem. I mean. Digital reality. /sage nod

[identity profile] perfectadmin.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I request there be programs that resemble the glorious CGI!Bridges.

[identity profile] xaccessdenied.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course there will be programs that resemble the glorious CGI!Bridges! It wouldn't be the Grid without them.

[identity profile] perfectadmin.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Utterly fabulous. /dapper-zuse

[identity profile] xaccessdenied.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
We'll need a Zuse, too. Someone's gotta provide the drinks and the music and the nightclub. Or we could just kidnap Daft Punk and make our own club.

[identity profile] perfectadmin.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I would opt for having a Zuse. He's just so delightful, I love the man.

[identity profile] xaccessdenied.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Hehe, a friend of mine actually dubbed me "Castor" after the movie. It's kinda hard not to like the guy when you are nicknamed after him.

[identity profile] perfectadmin.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 06:04 pm (UTC)(link)
If we were to ever meet in person I would be required to get you a white top hat because of this.

[identity profile] xaccessdenied.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Pfffft I'd have to buy a cane to celebrate the occasion. THEN WE COULD GO OUT FOR BLUE DRINKS.

[identity profile] xaccessdenied.livejournal.com 2011-06-02 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
DUDE. YOU CAN TOTALLY RECREATE THE DRINKS SERVED IN TRON WITH VARIOUS MOUNTAIN DEW FLAVORS. I HAVE TRON RAVES WITH THE STUFF AND GLOWSTICKS ALL THE TIME. \o/

[identity profile] perfectadmin.livejournal.com 2011-06-02 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
DUDE. YES. OH MAN. I WANT TO GO TO A TRON RAVE. ;O; /grabby hands
updateit: (KEEP THE PARTY ROCKIN' GUYS)

[personal profile] updateit 2011-06-02 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
WE CAN PLAY DISC WARS WITH GLOW STICK NECKLACES AND TRY TO CONVINCE MY CAT TO COSPLAY AS RINZLER. \O/

/lol wrong character journal but oh well

HEY, DUDE. DO YOU HAVE AN INSTANT MESSENGER?

[identity profile] perfectadmin.livejournal.com 2011-06-02 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
DUDE YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH MAN. also is that ryan renolds? because FUCK YES. I APPROVE OF RL RINZLER KITTY

assbanditkirk on AIM, yourcrazybetch@hotmail.com on Live, sylviakelt on skype. Whatever you prefer man. xD
updateit: (KEEP THE PARTY ROCKIN' GUYS)

[personal profile] updateit 2011-06-02 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
FUCK YES TRON RAVES. AND SINCE I HAVE NO NEIGHBORS WE CAN CRANK THE MUSIC UP AND EVERYTHING. yes, yes it is. :D IF THAT CAT WON'T COOPERATE I HAVE SEVERAL MORE.

Dude totally gonna pounce you on AIM now. /stalks
firefixit: (Default)

[personal profile] firefixit 2011-05-31 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* You take all the time you need to sort things out. We'll be here when you get back.

[identity profile] perfectadmin.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
*hug~* Thanks. Knowing that you guys are so nice and understanding definitely helps. I'm trying to work my way through the tags anyway. Clu's dictator-sass is somewhat uplifting. hurrhurr.
firefixit: (Default)

[personal profile] firefixit 2011-05-31 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
*snicker* I can imagine it would be. There's something nice in playing characters that don't give a damn.
here_catch: (Default)

[personal profile] here_catch 2011-05-31 05:56 pm (UTC)(link)
We aren't even threading and I'm not even legitimately in this comm, but I wanted to say, don't worry about any of us or tags. You just take care of yourself and do what you need to?

This place will be here when you come back. I hope you feel better and things go your way soon!

[identity profile] perfectadmin.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 06:06 pm (UTC)(link)
rrrrrrrrrrinzlerrrrrr *petpetpetpetpetpetpet* Yes, I will do this. <3

(Although I do need to work on that Flynn app. It unfortunately has a deadline.)
here_catch: (Default)

[personal profile] here_catch 2011-05-31 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
So long as you're not stressing its cool.

[identity profile] the-gamesmaster.livejournal.com 2011-05-31 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey, man. Don't let this loser get you down. You've got friends on here and we love you. My Flynn loves your Clu *hugs him* Just try and chill and don't let it bother you.

You've got us and my Flynn will make you all better :D

[identity profile] perfectadmin.livejournal.com 2011-06-01 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
c: Aw, thanks~. You and yo' Flynn are so sweet. (aha, Clu's just like *pokerface*)

[identity profile] the-gamesmaster.livejournal.com 2011-06-01 08:04 am (UTC)(link)
You're welcome :D Your Clu is awesome, man :D
namesram: (6)

[personal profile] namesram 2011-05-31 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Man, don't worry about it. The Grid'll still be here and mun maintenance is important too, and at least in my book slowtagging is the best thing ever. (We haven't threaded yet, but am looking forward to when we do -- when things are going better for you!)

[identity profile] perfectadmin.livejournal.com 2011-06-01 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
Oho, "Mun maintenance" yesss. xD I tag pretty slow in comparison to some other people I know who write long log tags in a flash, but I wanna make sure they're quality, so. I take a whiiiile. (And-and, you've talked to my Flynn on dear_mun. He's arcadeboss.)

Gotta do some looking about where I'm gonna go at the end of the summer but, other than that, I'm feeling better. <3
Flat | Top-Level Comments Only